I was fending for myself, raising myself and making life’s major decisions by myself.
Sola Allyson shared this touching story of her life on her page;
It was really bad, looking back now. What is happening to me now could not even be smelled from a thousand miles at that time. I had this hope inside and I wanted to live like that but I struggled about it because things were just the way they were. I was fending for myself, raising myself and making life’s major decisions by myself. I made mistakes and walked walks beyond my years… But that made me grow up quickly and learn the hard way, so the lessons stick for life! I remember some things now, how I was messed up and damaged and wonder how it would have been if someone truly cared and showed me some love and care…
It also made me get awake early to the understanding of “SOMETHING” guiding and taking care of me. Then I knew The “SOMEONE” much later and I became renewed…!
Well, that’s the peculiarity and reality of my journey… My past is actually a weapon for success now… I am writing my story anew, it is in my hands now, in GOD!
See, don’t allow pressures of life make you lose that hope, however frail! Feed it instead. Cry when you feel like. Rant if need be. Feel whatever you want to feel, own your reality. But make sure your soul is saved and you’re moving on. Be in an environment where you can grow in the right principles and cultivate a relationship with The Spirit. Things will change. I tell you. You’ll receive your own guiding and direction. Believe me. I say it because I know it! Faith was not passed down unto me, I grew in faith alone and unguided, from ráúráú to bùsòbùsò, learning as I go, so I KNOW faith!
Here I’ve come, my story being told to heal others walking the road I walked, they receiving comfort from the comfort I have been and being comforted with. You’ll then become like this, even more, showing your own scars as emblem of your triumph! Shining your light for others to see through life’s darkness to The FATHER’S marvellous Light! Keep on the godly way! Ìrànwó yóò wá! Help cometh!