Look at me!
I didn’t know what the future held then but I had HOPE! And I didn’t allow what I was going through make me follow paths I should have followed, justifiably!
I hadn’t known much about life then but I had SEEN much! Still, I didn’t allow what I had seen rob me of what I was seeing inside, therefore I didn’t let myself look like what things were looking like. Me that life had been throwing about since childhood.
Ha, I was proud! And I carried myself thus. Many didn’t understand the journeys I’d walked before that point and they looked at me like “what does this one have or know that’s making her proud like this? O jo’ra è l’ójú! Is it because she can sing soprano?” I’ve always been a “star”, academics o, writing o, debate o, singing o, athletics o, you get?😎😎
Darkness used people and situations against me so I could back down and go “the other way”, but I refused! I was abused, cursed, disowned, despised, but I REFUSED! Negative prophecies!! Ha! But I was stubborn, honorably so sha.
I was carrying scars, without knowing that many wounds were still coming… I had pain, not knowing that more was on the way…
Still, I was gallant about it all. BECAUSE I listened inwards. I REFUSED to let the voices outwards sway me. I strayed some of the times, but The LOVE Arms were open when I came to myself and quickly ran back!😭. In all, I followed The Voice inside, like a sheep follows its shepherd, eyes dim, ears sharp. Yet same!
See me now! I don’t look a bit like then! My story has changed patapata! The mercy of GOD that I held on to was/is my driving force. I “distanced” myself because I was conscious of “SOMETHING” inside me. I couldn’t allow myself do some things because I knew something was going to happen as “SOMETHING” was pushing me from inside!
GOD, The FATHER, in all HIS ways as The Son and The Holy Spirit, in HIS mercy Brought me here. Washed. Renewed. Rerobed. Adopted. #Child
Your story will change. Mercy is always available. But, don’t forget, it’s not cheap. You MUST be willing to do your part. No force can uproot the seed of GOD in you, as long as you make the effort to grow it. It may not look like it now, but, keep on, #Yóòdáa !❤❤
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