Minister Sola Allyson Pens down words of encouragement to those who think suicide is the best option
She wrote 👇👇
I understand you, pa! Completely. 💯❗
This suicide thing. This overwhelming shadow…
Sometimes it feels so dark…
Lonely even in the midst of many…
Betrayals that shatter hopes…
Being neglected from where care should come…
Is this not similar to the dark place you’re in too? May not be the same reasons but familiar feelings. And you also feel like it should just end. Abi what’s the essence of a life that’s not looking like you envisaged? Why should it not end? Why should one be suffering “unendlessly” like this? What’s the point? Hmmm…
You remember my songs Ìgbàgbọ́ and Olódodo in my ÌMÚṢẸ Album? Tracks 4 and 5… The heart of someone who was at that dark place…
Being battered by those who should protect…
One’s purity being taken for dunceness…
Those who should protect are the preys…
I was called bad where I did good…
Threatened with curses and death for daring to refuse…
And it looked like I deserve it…
Why should I deserve it?…
Is this my destiny?…
But I’m a faith person, a spiri someone…
And I have to give joy to my world!
What’s the essence sef”…
When will it all end?…
Why can’t it all just end…
But, ending it all is just the simplest thing to do… Anybody can do that. And I’ve never seen myself as just anybody, even when I was at the centre of my life’s troubles. They say there’s always light at the end of the tunnel. I didn’t see the light, maybe I was too far in the tunnel…
I sensed the light instead, within me, so it didn’t matter that I didn’t see it… That held me on. It was dark all around, but I sensed the light within, abound. So why should I end it now? I held on to that…
Here I am!! Called good and full of everything good!
End it kẹ̀? Die báwo? When there are still victories ahead?? YOU ARE MORE THAN THIS! You are more than what is happening to you right now! See me now. If I had succumbed to… ➡️➡️➡️
CONCLUSION IN NEXT POST ➡️➡️➡️
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